In Seventh Heaven

Archive for December, 2010

I think that’s the best word to describe an earthling who only thinks of what’s best for him or what makes him happy or what satisfies him. Simply insensitive if I may say so. I’m sorry but I can’t help it. I have no one to talk to here so I will just pour my emotions in here.

Today is just another day but something is unusual. He arrived early as expected and that just made me delighted. I thought we will share some moments together like talking of just about anything perhaps, but to my dismay, he preferred to read his book. Isn’t it just so sad? Poor me, huh? It’s just like nobody arrived home early. He told be beforehand that maybe they will have an overtime but their boss had a change of plan. How I wish they could have just had an overtime. It’s useless having him around anyway. It is still like he’s not around. Duh!

Well, I’ve learned my lesson. Never expect too much. That is why I always get disappointed because I expect too much. Never again will I do that. Mark my word!

Spending Christmas Eve with my fiancé’s family was really great! Everybody had a blast, especially the kids who got an enormous amount of gifts including my 7-year-old son. There were four kids there and my son was the only boy. The three girls whom are just his age received lots of girly stuff including cutie medical scrubs for little girls. That was really nice. As soon as they saw them, they never had second thoughts about wearing them a few minutes afterward. That’s how much they loved their scrubs.

That got me to thinking: maybe I should get some medical scrubs for myself, huh? They would be nice to wear as substitute for pajamas. Not a bad idea, eh?

It was a couple of days ago and we were at the mall and going to a particular store when my fiancé’ suddenly stopped as we passed by a certain store. And the strange thing was, he just stood in front of the entrance and inhaled as if he smells something. And he actually was.

It was a tobacco store and he said he liked the smell of it. The different kinds of cigars and pipe tobaccos have such a distinctive aroma that he so likes. I do wonder if his favorite gurkha cigars were among the cigars that are sold in there. Maybe yes but he didn’t insist on checking. We were in a hurry and all he wanted to do is savor the aroma

Less than three months more to go and my fiancé will add another year to his number, I mean, his age. Hehe. I often tease him that he will probably be needing human growth hormone before he knows it. That just amuses him because he knows it won‘t be necessary. He always describes himself as hardcore, lean and mean and always good to go and I truly believe in that. He is still in good shape and full of energy. And what made him that way is the training and rigid exercises that he’s had been through before, during his younger days, that is. But he earned from it and that’s why he still has the strength to carry on not just with every single day’s struggle but with me as well. (“,)

The temperature dropped down to 24 today and I felt freezing cold. I adjusted the furnace to seventy degrees but I still felt cold and it’s not even winter yet. But then again, I come from a land of eternal summer with an average temperature of 80-90 degrees each and every day and I’m just not yet used to the weather here in the mountains of Western North Carolina. I wonder if I will be able to make it when winter finally begins.

Sometimes I kid my fiancé that I might not make it and added that I think I need to get some affordable life insurance before the winter comes. LOL. He just laughed it off and called me silly. It was just a joke but we never know. I might really end up frozen into a block of ice when winter arrives. Hee hee.

There have been flurries today and that only indicates one thing: Winter is just around the corner. Snow time may be a bothersome for some, especially those who are on the go but not for me. I am just staying home, not to mention, snow time is one thing that I’ve been looking forward to experiencing since this will be my first.

But come to think of it, I am not fully ready for winter yet, get-up wise. I already have a heavy coat but I still have to get myself a pair of boots. The apple bottom stud boots that I saw online are really nice. Maybe I need to order them ASAP, huh? Okay then, let me get my fingers started working.

My fiance’ touched base with me a few minutes ago informing me that he’s going to have an overtime again. That is not something new to me because they’ve been having an overtime since the start of the week and will actually work until tomorrow, Saturday which is supposed to be their day-off. They are into a lot of pressure as of late because their bossman from Ireland is coming to visit the workplace soon. So they need to get things done.

I’ve been looking forward to this weekend because I thought we could go out again. I haven’t been out since last weekend and I am kind of bored here at home but I can’t do anything about it. We still have Sunday though and maybe we will spend the whole day outside. I am just hoping that the weather will cooperate.

Mine and my son’s day today was spent listening to music and singing along with it while he was seated in front of the PC and me on the rustic furniture near the window of the bedroom. It’s the thing that keeps us sane and not bored at all. Staying all day long at home can be boring, most especially if you’ve done all the chores.

We’re enjoying it a lot – singing to the top of our lungs and all. We are just hoping that our neighbors are enjoying it as well. LOL.

My fiance’ often tells me that he loves the way I look, that I am beautiful. But I think those words are already given since he loves me. Hee hee. I do wonder though if he will still say the same once I get acne on my face. I am one of those lucky individuals who don’t get acne regularly that is why I do take care of my face a lot. But if ever acne will hit me, no problem, there will always be those acne solutions to the rescue.

But going back to the question, will my fiance’ still love my face or better yet, me if I will not be as beautiful with all those acnes? Hmmm, remains to be seen.